I officially hate people! Not exactly people in general, but the people who do sick and twisted things & the people who say yeah it's sad and then do absolutely nothing about it!

At the current moment I'm actually in an extremely depressed state because of the shooting in Connecticut, no parent should ever have to live through the horror of burying their own child. What that person did was sick, twisted, & demented! personally I don't think I've ever been so furious in my life! To take the lives of 26 innocent people is just wrong. 26 lives that still had so much more to live for. 26 precious & irreplaceable souls who had their whole life ahead of them, and to see them ripped from this Earth so early in life breaks my heart!

I walk down the street and I see two types of people, those of whom morn for those who have lost and those who have passed on, and those who chose to act as if it never happened. They tell themselves that it will never happen to them, that they smart enough to stay out of those situations, but when you think about it the only person you can really trust..... is yourself.

The fact that I can't even go for a walk at 4 pm in the winter, with out looking over my shoulder every 10 seconds says something! I'm either paranoid, or we live in a society where we feel that it is necessary to be overprotective. We, feel as if it is in our best interest to perhaps not even go outside in order to remain safe, and you know what, we're right. We live a world where have chosen not to trust one another, we have no one to blame for the state we're in except for ourselves! We make the world we live in and we are responsible for making it the ideal place to live, but we as a community have not been doing that. We let our inner fears fester, becoming larger and larger until we can no longer even trust our neighbors, and sometimes, we can't even trust ourselves! It makes me sick, to see what we've become, to think that some degree people have become accustomed to death and crime as if it were no big deal.

I wish to send out my deepest apologizes to the victims of the shooting in Connecticut. No one should ever have to live through what you are going through right now! I realize that no amount of apologizes and blessing could ever out way your loss, I still that God be with you through this tough time and for you to know that your loved ones are at peace.

And though the tears I shed go mainly to these victims, the are also for what we as a society have become, and I hope that we may once again become a community in which we love and trust one another.

~ D.D.